"There are no accidental saints."

No, there are not.

There are accidental steps,

sideways things all off the edge of the

narrow Way,

in the brambles and the briars

and sharp, soil-splitting things

that grow in this ground.

I groan, for I too have known

what it is to topple,

stumble into the dark of a ditch.

These bones are bare now,

their flesh long fallen from the frame,

flayed away by the biting things

that I found in my foolish moments.

And I am a fool,

unfit for sainthood,

all doubt and dim darkness

and waning candlelight.

Perhaps the listening keeps me.

I have spent so much time sitting

with silence in the lightless hours

between death and distant daybreak,

face glistening with tears that tear

at the soul; split it, leaving it asunder.

In those hours, I begged that my bones

might be borne up towards heaven.

I am still here,

but I am alive again,

barefoot on holy ground.

These bare and brittle bones,

wrapped in new skin,

are learning to dance once more.