Plea

Beholden to thee,

my charcoal longings, outstretched beyond calendar pages stained with

dusted fingers. My hands, cloaked

My throat inhaling swirling smoke

As, frenzied, I blend shadows into light.

In boxes, I store my charcoals and paints. In cups, I cleanse my brushes.

And as such, I figure

That in a jar, my Maker holds my tears of toil and sleepless sorrow

Sacred as oil, preserved and primed for morrow

Churning orchards from these seeds of ache.